The Journey to a Little One to Call Our Own

One gal's experiences dealing with IF, pregnancy, the birth of our first son, parenthood, and doing it all over again with our second son... here is our journey.

Friday, November 12, 2010

You've Got Mail: Part 3... and, I'm Tired...

Yup. You read that correctly.

Another bill.

Another bill from my damn surgery a couple months ago that doesn't guarantee anything and hasn't proved one thing yet.

When will this crazy rollercoaster stop?

$199.42. Whatever. Check's already in the mail, and it doesn't even close-to-phase-me.

We've now WELL-surpassed several thousand dollars this year in IF-related expenses with nothing tangible for Mr. D and me to relish in, except for pure frustration and confused shoulder shrugs.

All of this guarantees nothing. No baby. No answers. No happiness yet.

I'm tired.

Mr. D's tired.

We're tired.

But, we believe. And, that's all that matters.

It's not about us. It's about what we believe.

And we believe we will be parents... some day, somehow. It will happen.

1 comment:

  1. I wanted to give you a comment here, even though it isn't your most recent. I was just saying to a friend who is also going through infertility the other day - wouldn't it be nice if they gave REFUNDS if the darn thing didn't work?! I mean, every other customer service is like that.
    Oh well just wanted to make you smile. Have to laugh otherwise we will just go insane.